Tuesday, November 22nd, 2005
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12:56 am - EXCITEDDDD :]]]]
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okay, soooo i had quite the day today.
got alot off my chest.
my life is still filled with DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA.
but it's getting better :]]
me&tawny are going to waycross tomorrow - wahhoo.
it should be interesting .
butt uhhhhhh.... i might get too crunk.
oh well .
so i'm pretty much uploading like 198374132 new pictures
to my myspace.
sorry, but myspace is the new LJ.
</3 : still confused to say the least . . .
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Sunday, November 20th, 2005
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3:19 am - NIEVE - or however you spell it . HAH .
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i don't even know where to begin .
urgg . i almost feel bad for the girl .
she has NO CLUE . wow, she doesn't even
know how stupid she looks ?
hmmmm . . . not exactly wanting to get
into it on LJ, because it's LJ .
but seriousllyyyy OPEN YOUR EYES .
STUPID .
i'm not saying another word on the situation.
she's doing it to herself.
if she wants to not see what's goin on then
that's her own fault & in time she'll know
the truth.
these are small towns here in south georgia .
hmmm, really interesting night.
MY BFF's surprised me at work to pick me up -
ahh they love me - haha since i can't drive my car
because it's TOTALLED . ehh :\\
theennn - we all went to applebees, along
with the rest of camden county .
thhheeennn - we went to walmart and i went on
a shopping spree b/c my mom gave me money b/c she
knew i was upset over my car .
ahh i love her oh so much .
theeennn - me and lacey went home & stole the jeep
and went out on a "latenight ADVENTURE".
we looked at carsss <33
theennn - we went to "the boys night" at adam & jills
house and talked to jill about all our *DRAMA.
theeenn - ONCE AGAIN I GOT PULLED OVER BY A COP :|
me & lacey were looking at this TIGHT maxima and the
doors could open - so stupid me i get in the car JUST AS
a COP is driving by.
he turned around & we fought .
hahahhahahahaha NOTTT -
more like i sucked up & got out of a curfew violation.
theennn - we went to joe's house & saw everyone.
i love jacob & ryan PETER . haha.
they were there to comfort me as i told them
my sticky situation .
mmm, THEENNN - i just so happend to look outside
and see *A CERTIAN SOMEONE making out with ANOTHER
CERTIAN SOMEONE on the back porch .
i seriously thought it was going to effect me but it didn't .
i'm glad he's with someone who can be there for him & feels the same way back .
in a way you can say i'm happy for him .
THENNN - came home - threw on my black hoodie & sat my
heind on the computer to be a MYSPACE WHORE & laugh in this
bitches face .
i find it's easier to take out the anger/hate/LOL HILARIOUSNSS .
hmmm , what she don't know WOULD hurt her .
but it won't come to that .
shhhhh .
i've forgotten just HOW much i love livejournal & the drama it brings .
YAY !
hahahahahaha .
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Tuesday, September 20th, 2005
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12:09 am - getting over someone isn't always easy...
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this is how i felt when i thought i ACTUALLY still cared about you :
Are you aware of what you make me feel,
Right now I feel invisible to you, like I'm not real
Didn't you feel me lock my arms around you
Why'd you turn away?
Here's what I have to say-
I was left to cry there,
waiting outside there grinning with a lost stare
That's when I decided...
Why should I care
Cuz you weren't there when I was scared- I WAS SO ALONE
You, you need to listen I'm starting to trip,
I'm losing my grip and I'M IN THIS THING ALONE ...
If YOU don't care then I don't care-
WE'RE NOT GOING ANYWHERE ...
but now, all i feel like doing is FLIPPING HIM THE BIRD
& screaming a big "EFF YOU" in his face.
i would do that... IF i still cared.
why do i feel so much anger you ask??
hmm... don't get me wrong i have fallen out of love with
the boy...
but the thought still lingers.
butttttttttt on the other hand,
i have a perfectly good boy on my hands right now
who i'm destaned to be with <33
isn't life so wonderful when your actually happy
with a person & you know their happy too??
things couldn't be more perfect.
i must say ...
current mood:  cheerful
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Friday, September 16th, 2005
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5:53 pm - ahhh. this weekend will definatly suck.
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* last night was A-mazing.
i forgot what it felt like to be comfortable
around someone.
i forgot what it felt like to actually have that connection.
i thought i was lost there for a minute....
haha, once agian i found myself driving illegally around the meadows
with him for hours on end.
execpt for this time our moms LET US,
they were deep in conversation anywaysss.
last night we established like 230478107 different songs that
we can call ours <33
-so he's going to south carolina AGAIN.
which is okay b/c it's not like i could see him anyways.
-my gay grandma is in town along with my aunts,
i really don't think this could get worse.
ahhh, but i'll put on a smile anyways.
license a week from today - can'tttt waiiittt.
current mood:  flirty
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Saturday, June 25th, 2005
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11:37 pm - the wedding.
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i caught the bouquet.
LUCKY ME :]]
does this mean i'm getting married soon?
AHH i hope so.
haha.
JK.
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Friday, June 24th, 2005
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1:00 am
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i love him.
i really do.
i can actually say i mean it too.
wow, ya'll just don't understand how happy he makes me.
i've never felt this way before.
he completes me.
as for camp.
i had an AMAZING EXPERIENCE.
my life will never be the same.
I will never be the same.
and this is a good thing.
kyndle, kelly, kenzie, kristen, jamie, lacey, alex, KYLE, charlie, roman, justin, cy, josh, josh, stephen, & aaron. - i had THE BEST time ever with you people. i'm so glad i gto even closer to all of ya'll. i love you with all of my heart, and i'm so thankful that i have friends like you.
kyndle.
i love you so much.
i'm so happy we've gotten so close over these last couple of weeks.
your an amazing person & a GREAT friend.
i can tell this is the beggining of a LONG friendship.
wow, the choices the choices.
but in the end i know you'll do the right thing.
& i'll be here to support you in whatever you decide.
kelly.
i love you.
thank you for everything you've brought into my life.
point blank.
kenzie.
i love you too.
haha.
current mood: happy
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Wednesday, February 16th, 2005
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12:25 pm
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i cant get enough...
you make me cry when i'm happy and smile when i'm sad.
you're the ultimate paradox...but i'll never stop loving what you do.
what is it about guys that we can't get enough of...
abbie- thanks for last night.
i loveee having a friend like you.
you bring me joy :]
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Tuesday, February 15th, 2005
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10:04 pm
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"hell is empty... all the devil's are here"
- william shakesphere
*so true... right abbie??*
<33
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8:53 pm - hypacrit
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it's over.
point blank.
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Thursday, February 10th, 2005
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8:58 pm
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i miss him </3
we're together, but yet we're not...
we're happy, and then we're not...
we're talking, but yet we're not?!
i just wish i could take back what happend..
i didn't mean to hurt you
but yet i did NOTHING wrong..
i'll just wait out these next two weeks w/ a smile
</33
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8:54 pm - finally :]]
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i've missed you :]
i must say it's been rough not talking
but it's all ok now i'm i'm greatfull for it.
it was hard- that was the longest we've ever gone
w/out saying a word to each other
quite akward </33
but i'm loving it
i've missed you and this will never happen again
i promise.
<33
you know who you are :]]
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Wednesday, January 19th, 2005
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5:25 pm - oh my gosh.. this is so ironic that this is my favorite song that i loved when everypne else didn't
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I Believe In a Thing Called Love by The Darkness |
"I wanna kiss you every minute, every hour, every day
You got me in a spin but everythin' is A.OK!"
You played it cheesy and campy in 2004, but you know how to rock out.
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current mood: happy
current music: now i'm listening to the darkness :]]]
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5:18 pm - quiz
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current mood:  confused
current music: taking back sunday !!
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Wednesday, December 8th, 2004
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9:10 pm
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just got off the phone with my other brother who lives in illinois.
he's only 11.
i've never spent more then a weekend like every other year with him.
it's like i don't even have another brother and that makes me so depressed.
i want a relationship with him but i don't know where to start.
we were seperated when my dad died and that was that.
when i talked to him it was only for like 2 seconds-
i asked him what his address was so i could send him a christmas present.
and then that was that...
i want to have him as my brother and not just someone i see every once in a while.
i long for him so bad.
and love him dearly.
but i don't know what to do to show him how much a love & care about him.
most of my friends don't even know i have another brother.
that's just another example of how i never talk of him b/c i never see him.
maybe things will change.
only time will tell.
in the mean time i'm missing him and my dad....
current mood:  sad
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9:02 pm - to much to handle... giving up on boys.
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blah. i don't know what to write.
nothings goin on that's good.
nothings goin on that's bad.
robert's being an ass.
i havent seen him since sunday night!
what should i do?
someone please tell him
HOW EXACTLY to be a boyfriend?
i mean... he NEVER calls me
and he doesn't even bother to see me...
it's not worth it goin through this.
all he does is promise...
i'm done.
current mood: crushed
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Monday, December 6th, 2004
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10:04 pm - wow. oh my goodness.... :]
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current mood:  naughty
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6:38 pm - not good.
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just got off the phone with him. he said we need to talk... that can't be good. what could have possibly gone wrong. i thought all was goin good. i mean last night once peerrrfect. but now... i dunno what happend. wonder what it could be. but honestly, i'm sick and tired of all that comes with having a boyfriend again. it's been a while.. but i didn't miss having all this drama and being worried. but on the other hand i love having someone to be here for me. i dunno what's goin on. then it happend again last night. i talked to my ex. not good... b/c i was on the phone w/ him and yet i was on the computer talking to and wishing i was with the *other* him. but i know that can't be. why can't i just GET OVER JAKE. ahh... it just not goin to happen. b/c i honestly in my heart feel that we should be together... but i know that could never happen. but back to reality i relize that i'm soo soo soo happy with robert. but ahh. i just don't know whats goin on between me and robert. it's like one minute its fantastic. and then one minute it's not... but oh well i geuss i need to just deal with it. hrmm... chelsea, love you... wished we could of *pulled through with our plans tonight* but it just didn't happen... :] haha... love forever and always. hope things get better with you and you know who ;]. love you... and everyone else. t burns... so happy i saw you today! you brightened up my dad, i hope we get to hangout this w/e. that is if you don't have to work. oh goodness... robert just called. oh my god.. i feel like i'm bout to cry... this isn't good.
current mood: sad
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Wednesday, December 1st, 2004
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8:57 pm - hmm... another one :]
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8:54 pm - sorry but another quiz... :]
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Fate, that what will get you together, some where
you weren't planing to go, some thing you
didn't want to do but some thing told you to do
so, and here they are, standing in front of
you, you know you will find the perfect match
one day, just trust your feelings and it will
lead you where they are.
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8:48 pm - just another quiz...
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current mood:  frustrated
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